I AM A VERY PROUD MOMMY! I HAVE 2 BEAUTIFUL KIDS(MY OXYGEN AND MY BLOOD) whom i am raising by myself after being divorced for almost 2 years. i am unable to work but i am forever grateful to my ex-husband, for his attempt to financially help with the kids to the best of his ability, whenever he can( he lives in the caribbean, and do not make that much money).i want to give my kids a much better life than i had( with no father, no running water, no electricity, no indoor bathroom and never pushed a grocery cart; only buying enough at a time for today's dinner)! however, God provided, that my siblings and I never went hungry(not that i can recall). i love my mommy, she's an angel and she did her best!(tears)!!God has brought me from a mighty long way! He has blessed me indeed(especially compared to where i came from, or when i read others comments or even when i look around). i am Grateful to my faithful God! and that has led me in my decision to follow Him whole-heartedly. therefore, i receive no additional help(as i once could from *boyfriend*). im denied food stamps, so thats an additional burden. i have the neccessities like my own place and electric( and my God i am so thankful!)..but i have no clue as to how they are going to be paid...my biggest problem right now( after turning the cable off and only keeping the internet) is I HAVE A 15 YEAR OLD VEHICLE THAT GETS WET ON THE INSIDE WHEN IT RAINS(A CONVERTIBLE). EXHAUST IS BAD and IT NEEDS TIMING (BOTH PARTS I PURCHASED more than 2 MONTHS AGO, ARE IN THE TRUNK BECAUSE I DONT HAVE THE FIRST PENNY TO PAY THE MECHANIC). AND NOW THE CAR SQUEAKS AND GRINDS SO LOUDLY(I ROLL UP THE WINDOWS, TURN THE GOSPEL UP LOUD, TO AVOID HEARING THE UNBEARABLE NOISE) I NEED 2 LOWER CONTROL ARMS w/*BALL JOINTS*. I DONT HAVE A CLUE WHAT AND HOW IM GONNA GET THRU THIS! JUST LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE, I AM COUNTING ON MY FAITHFUL GOD TO LET HIS WILL BE DONE IN EVERYTHING! MY HOPE AND HELP COMES FROM HIM...and if anyone knows of a Godly spirited person (or if you're a mecahnic)who would love to help, please reply! God continue to bless all of you, and i am going to continue to pray for this site and the members as well as for the world! UNTIL THE WHOLE WORLD HEARS! Psalms 46:1 and Jeremiah 29:11! i love you all! thank you very much!
